I learned to speak in circles,
twirl in skirts of red deceit.
Truth never bit me on the tongue.
I’d rather shut my body off,
a leaky faucet, watered lye,
than admit a single fault.
Confessions hid beneath
the cribbage board,
a no-man’s-land of holes
and pegs, don’t cross
to adversary lands.
Too many years between
the deed and shrapnel
haunting wounds.
I wound back time
to voice regrets and didn’t die
from honesty, only from
the shame it took so long.
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Nolcha’s poems have been curated in Lothlorien Poetry Journal, Alien Buddha Zine, Medusa’s Kitchen, and others. Her poetry books are available on Amazon and Dancing Girl Press. Nominee for 2023 Best of The Net. Editor for Open Arts Forum and Chewers & Masticadores. Accidental interviewer/reviewer. Faker of fake news.
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Very profound poem.
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Thanks so much, Sadje!
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You’re most welcome
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Forcing ourselves, to, keep being, perfect, because we feared, that if we made a, tiny error, we wouldn’t be loved anymore, and, eventually, if we are, lucky enough, we will, learn that our little, imperfections are what made us, unique, which set us aside from, everybody else, and, learn to, love our own selves, regardless of those, tiny, flaws that we may, have.
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Yes, you’re right. A long, hard lesson. Thanks!
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Beautiful! Thank you for sharing. 😊
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